Relationships and Recovery From Addiction

Relationships in recovery can be a tricky thing. InRelationship with your higher power - Again, most
fact, most people probably don't realize it, butaddicts and alcoholics in early recovery need to do
relationships are the number one problem when itsome work in this area. When we first get clean and
comes to relapse. Nothing else has the same amountsober, we are usually far removed from our
of power to create such turmoil in our lives.connection with our higher power because we've
Think about it: your life is made up of nothing butbeen essentially ignoring God for so long. Getting
relationships. If you were living on a deserted island,back in touch with our spiritual side is critical for
with no one else, your life would be very differentsuccess in early recovery. There is a hierarchy here
indeed. At the very least, your level of stress wouldwith relationship building. Start out by connecting with
certainly be lower. This points out the true nature ofyourself and with your higher power, and this will lead
relationships in our recovery: they are both a blessingto better relationships with others. As you get more
and a curse. They bring us great joy, but they canin tune with your own spiritual side, your ability to
also cause us a lot of grief. As such, they must beconnect and empathize with others will increase.
handled with care and approached in an intelligentRelationship with your significant other - This can only
way.flourish if you have nailed the other two relationships.
There are essentially 3 types of relationships in yourIn early recovery, there is a danger in rushing out and
life: one with yourself, one with your higher power,finding a new relationship with a significant other. The
and one with a significant other. There are alsoreason this is so dangerous is because a new
dozens of other relationships in your life, such as withrelationship will create a temporary and false spiritual
your coworkers or your friends, but those are the 3connection, one that replaces any need to cultivate
big ones. Let's take a look at them in more detail.and nurture the other two relationships (with yourself
Relationship with yourself - This is the firstand with your higher power). Those other two
relationship that you must cultivate and repair in earlyrelationships are the ones that will keep you clean
recovery, because it forms the basis for all otherand sober, not the relationship with a significant other.
relationships. For most recovering addicts andBut there is a strong tendency to use a new
alcoholics, this means forgiving yourself. What doesrelationship as a recovery strategy without even
this mean? It means that you have to let go of all ofrealizing it, and many newcomers relapse because of
the emotional baggage that you are carrying aroundthis.
with you and give yourself a break. Now that you'reRemember that relationships are a double-edged
in recovery you're trying to do something different.sword. They can bring us great joy, but at the same
You need to forgive yourself and allow yourself totime, they can be extremely dangerous for the
live again.newcomer.