Can't Serve Two Masters

At some time or another you've probably all heardinsist that you can have it both ways.
the Bible saying that you cannot serve two masters.Denial is a powerful mechanism, because logic and
"No one can serve two masters; for either he willtruth have nothing to do with making a good decision.
hate the one and love the other, or he will beI'm doing this because I want to, and if I get into
devoted to one and despise the other..." Jesus oftrouble with my drinking again, I'll just go back into
Nazareth was talking about serving God and wealth,treatment until I can drink and not have a problem
but for conversation, let's shift it to mean you cannotwith it. I'm not denying that somebody out there can
drink and be in recovery.do this. The probability says otherwise. If you don't
There is a growing school of thought that suggestsdrink, you won't have the problem while you are
it's ok to drink and be in recovery, or you can go intogoing through recovery. How long is that? It's a
treatment and some day you'll be able to drink againchance in lifestyle. It's permanent. Why play Russian
in moderation. But what is true; does one drink whileRoulette with your health?
recovering from drinking? Of course it isWe want to drink to feel good. What is missing from
understandable that the one abusing alcohol wouldyour life that alcohol is necessary to feel good? Can
want to get back to a point of balance in their life.God help fill the voids? Or, is one's own
You can read the blogs and on internet chat rooms.self-determination the only solution? You can see that
People want to drink.in the recovery field, there is a tug-of-war going on
I believe the whole mindset is a form of denial.between the spiritual and the secular. People who
Through will power and some sort of behaviorhave faith, regardless of their religion or
modification, I can still drink. I can partake in thatdenomination, have a completely different viewpoint,
which is killing me and ruining my life, because I ama different understanding.
going to control my impulses. It's like going out into aPeople who do not believe in God have their own
busy street and dodging cars. You may not get hitinner resources. They may have friends for support,
today, or tomorrow, but someday you're going toand in that you can recognize or identify a "power
get run over. Or worse yet, you run over somebodygreater than ourselves," but it is still human driven
else. It happens all the time in Wisconsin. Somebodypower, and limited by its very nature. Sadly, many
who has his/her life under control and knows forpeople cannot accept the idea of a god of some
certain that they can drink and drive, and goes outkind, or God, as many understand him. They may be
and kills somebody.successful in curbing their drinking habit, but unlike
If you've had a problem with alcohol, why would youthose who are honest, open and willing to immerse
even risk it? Is alcohol so important that life lacks joythemselves in a 12-Step program, there is no
and fullness without it? Or, are you so completelytransformation from being battered and broken into
selfish that you insist on having it your own way?being whole.
Alcoholics Anonymous established a critical boundaryYou cannot serve two masters. If God, as you
over 70 years ago-- that people need to abstain inunderstand him, is your master, there is no room for
order to manage their disease. There is so muchthe other master who is destroying your life.
more to life than alcohol, yet there are those who